1. |
Where do I Begin?
04:39
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The vampire is still alive. Immortality has vanquished him of spirit, his dreams are dust. He laments time gone by and begins a search for how to tell his story.
I shout at the mountains
I shout at the sea
I shout at the heavens
Until I'm finally free
Where do I begin? Where do I begin to face my fears?
Where do I begin to tell the tale?
Where do I begin to sing the song that you wanted to hear?
Where do I begin
to state the case that history has erased
to live in the light
and struggle to fight
to find out what is real and what is fable
I wanted to share all of this all for you
I've lived through the ages
by turning the pages
on lives that I've lived, loved and lost
I've scattered the wreckage of broke, lost decades
and suffered to pay out the cost
And I don't ever want to see the world this way
I sing the songs of sorrow
Where do I begin?
To live the life that will never set me free
I wonder aloud will I ever come down
or stand on that world all alone
I wanted to feel all the love in the world
I shout at the mountains
I shout at the sea
I shout at the angels
I shout at the devils
I shout at the fallen
I'll shout til I'm free
I shout at the heaven's
I shout at the forest
I shout at the angels
I shout at the devils
I shout at the forest
I'll shout til I'm free
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2. |
Thank You Dad
03:31
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The vampire was beaten and neglected by his father as a child. These beatings were an underlying cause for his venom and vitriol. Inebriated and slovenly 'Dad' would frequently arrive at his son's door unannounced to steal his money or goods or inflict some pain.
I
Turned to ghost
a man who was not there
I turned
to a devil
a man who has disappeared
...so long ago...
Thank you for all that you've done Dad
You've given me
Scars on my hands
I suffer the burden
And the weight of your world
When it's late at night and the beggar comes
And I know I'll never have the strength to run away
I frequently forget
who I'm supposed to be
or that love makes the world go around
Because you took and you stole
and you've broken everything
And I watched as you tore it all down
I couldn't love you less
All it takes is a little forgiveness
Thank you for all that you've done Dad
You've given me
Scars on my hands
I suffer the burden
And the weight of your world
When it's late at night and the beggar comes
And I know I'll never have the strength to run away
The trembling and raging
The weight that I feel
Your hate and your anger
Are all that is real
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3. |
Face in the Mirror
03:54
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The vampire begins to cavort with the "Three Sisters'. They invite darkness through their witchcraft and a ritualistic series of 'burnings'.
Who am I?
Who is this?
Face in the mirror that I see
Who am I?
Who is this?
Face in the mirror is it me?
Dark clouds, swirling
Reveal my desperation
I don't know
Right from wrong
It's lost in the translation
I don't know why
Things aren't what they seem
Life goes on
A haunting sort of dream
Candle burning
Heed the warning
Darkness falls
The endless mourning
Spirits calling
Tides are turning
What, what, why
Take me
Into the fire
The dark illumination
Touch me
I have no desire
The ultimate damnation
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4. |
On Our Own
04:26
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The Vampire escapes with his true love and bride to be via a schooner bound for Ireland. Darkness build within him, but has not taken over. The light still shines.
I feel I hold the answers
When i touch your face
I feel the warmth of bright light
On a sunny day
And i can't see anything
But the brilliance of your face
Holding on by holding you
every single day
And we'd run unitl darkness fell
Cause the couldn't slow us down
Finally hiding a world away
A world they never found
We were young and scared and on our own
We were so in love and all alone
But you always saw the light
That was shinning out for you
We were running, loving, it was all that we could do
Touching bare skin
feel you breathe
Guard our secrets
Watch you sleep
I know that you still
Want to dream
Picking up the pieces
Of the life we feared
It doesn't really matter now
Because we're here
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5. |
Soot
04:38
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The quickening - The human loses himself to the vampire. The breaking point at which his soul is irrevocably blackened. 'See you 'round boy...'
How will I love you
The colors have gone grey
How will I save my soul
and make another day
Cause I've seen my life come crashing to my feet
And I've seen your love
Break in front of me
How will I see my way through the haze?
How will I find my way out of the maze?
Breathing it in
Breathing it out
Breathing it in
Breathing it out
Holding it only
Feeling it only
Blackness in my hands
How will I live through this
I cannot be afraid
Cause I've seen my life go up in burning flames
Breathing it in
Breathing it out
Breathing it in
Breathing it out
Holding it only
Feeling it only
Blackness in my hands
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6. |
Absinthe
03:39
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Darkness and drug fueled rage engulf the vampire. The killing begins.
I can't hear you
The Absinthe at least
Helps me
To cope with pain
And control my sickness
That makes me feel
Like my soul is real
Or is just
Wasted time
Where are you
Where are you
Where are you
Where are you
Where are you
God for now
Where are you
God for now
Where are you
God for now
I still can feel
Like a waste of a flame
I still can't take just what I am
Passing, spinning, lifetimes lost
Angels fear my trembling hands
Don't make me do it
Don't make me do it
Don't make me do it
Don't make me do it
What have I become
The world is mine to wander
On and on
...All alone...
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7. |
Break These Chains
04:10
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The vampire has been vanquished. Beaten and buried alive in a wooden box wrapped in chains to languish. To suffer in an everlasting purgatory. He wonders from afar about his love and whether or not the willingness to remain alive wanes.
Day by Day I fight my secret war
And night by night I wonder
If you're beautiful
On and on I sail away
Giving back the love you send
I never want to leave the world you're in
Can't break these chains
The screaming silence of worlds gone by awaits
Can't break these chains
The big black world beyond these walls awaits
Prayer go unanswered in here
and I wonder why
I search for you in the darkness
Of my mind
And everyday that I look for the sun
And I want to reach out for the world above
I wander through wonder
Daring to wonder
But I'm bound to this world
Can't break these chains
The screaming silence of worlds gone by awaits
Can't break these chains
The big black world beyond these walls awaits
And I cannot see your world from here
And I do not see your hopes and fears
And I cannot feel your love in here
And can't lose you this way
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8. |
Autumn Grave
01:48
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The vampire collapses in despair at the grave of his one true love. She has long since left his world as he lay in a decades long certain purgatory.
The quiet autumn chill surrounds me
Its breeze blowing in my face
And the sorrow falls from heaven to
The rhythm of the rain
I don't know if you can hear me still
Or if you even care
Can you hear me?
Can you see me?
Can you lift my heart in your hands?
And free me
I don't know when the love left me
I don't know when my world went numb
I don't know when the darkness took me
I don't know what I've become
So I sit her with my vacancy
I sit here all alone
I sit here with my emptiness
Your life is scrawled out on a stone
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9. |
Sin Calls Darkness
04:31
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A prelude to death. The vampire's rage builds as he considers the abuse, pain and suffering inflicted at the hands of his father . The loathing begins a rolling boil as he continues to consider the power of immortality.
I've been searching for a feeling
That isn't stained with hate
I've searching for a memory there
That you haven't took away
So tonight I fight
I'm taking back what is mine
Cause your fires are burning tonight
For the last time
Killing the light in the world that you love
And I know that you'll lie
And I know that you'll bleed
And I know that you'll beg mercy
Am I crazy
As you bleed
Sinner call their darkness
And they get what they deserve
They bow their heads and they pay their debts
To the masters that they serve
You're leaving this world with nothing
You're leaving this life with nothing
You're leaving this world with nothing
Cause I'm taking your pride
And I'm taking your breath
I'm your life and I'm taking your death
I'm taking your love
And I'm taking control
I'm taking your heart and I'm taking your soul
I've been searching for a sinner man
Who taught me how to hate
I've been searching for the monsters here
Who took my dreams my way
So tonight I fight
I'm taking back what has always been mine
And the bastard will blacken my night
For the last time
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10. |
Eye to Eye
04:38
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The thunder cracks and rain falls. The vampire begins to author his story and tragedy in earnest. As he types he blows the dust off of a decades old music box. The music box that was offered as a gift to his long ago lost love. The beautiful tones of the music box quickly give way to flashing memories of seeing his father alive for the last time...when he went to kill him.
Feel me coming
A train run off the track
Feel it squeezing
Like a heart attack
I do not know what you call the truth
And I really do not care
I do not wish to shepherd you
Or the nightmares that you fear
Well you figured it out that I've gone insane
And I am only here because you call my name
And I will not help you
Fight the devil at your door
Eye to Eye
Well you figured it out that I've gone insane
And I am only here because you call my name
And I will not help you
Fight the devil at your door
You cannot run
You cannot hide
From the final dance
To say goodbye
Cause I can't hold down
All the rising noise and screaming sounds
And I can't feel love
All you wicked acts will call you home
For good
Eye to eye we say goodbye
I will not fight for you
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11. |
Outro
00:51
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I shout at the mountains
I shout at the sea
I shout at the oceans
Until I'm finally free
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12. |
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The vampire stares into the abyss of immorality and realizes it is a certain purgatory. He has outlived his aspirations, his loved ones and his willingness to live.
Hope to die before I wake
I pray the lord my soul to take
I don't want to be here no more
I've rode this world around and round
A slave to what? I've never found
I don't want to be here no more
And my eyes how they're burning
and my soul it screams
And I will never live without you
Because I've
Outlived my dreams
We hoped to live to see the day
When our youth had finally slipped away
I will never love none but you
The darkness came
And took you with my heart
And my perfect world began to fall apart
And I needed
I needed some much more of you
I wanted to feel you just one more time
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